Band: Sidian
Song: “Pendular | Amidst The Hysterics of Gloom”
Director: Stone Graphics
Album: Where Our Silence Comes To Die
Release Date: December 26th, 2025
Label: Rebel Pyro Musick
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Founder Wyatt Sharp said of the track:
“‘Pendular | Amidst the Hysterics of Gloom’ was written after losing a close friend to suicide. It’s about the recoil that follows—the violent swing between grief, anger, and the dark humor that intrudes when you’ve run out of ways to process it. It’s not meant to offer comfort or closure. I just did my best to capture the motions.
The song sits in the space where mourning stops being poetic and becomes something far less cathartic—where you start to resent the clichés of healing and the people who repeat them. It’s a study of what loss does to the ones who are left behind: how we oscillate between empathy and rage, and how laughter slips in as a mockery to our coping mechanisms.
There’s no romanticism in this track. It’s not about someone who ‘burned too bright for this world.’ It’s about what’s left in their shadows—the confusion, the bitterness, and the consequential apathy towards someone I used to deeply care for.”
Where Our Silence Comes To Die track listing:
- “Parasitic Icarus”
- “Elegiac, Absent Catharsis”
- “Where Our Silence Comes To Die”
- “Stasis”
- “Albatross”
- “Manic. Crash. Flood.”
- “Pendular | Amidst The Hysterics Of Gloom”
- “Flickering Under A Delicate Thread”
- “Finally, Home”
- “Where The Sun Is Silent – Reforged”
